as many of you who know me, I have been very inactive and distant when I come on. I feel its only right to tell everyone of you why ive been gone, and make some apologies to people.
Ive been gone because right now my family is fucked, my mom is moving away while my stepdad has cancer. Its tough because I have to be that mental support for my mother, who is very distraught having to leave my stepdad to go work in a different state, and we have barely any money. Depression is real inside me, I gave into pain pills, oxy helps me sleep and take the pain away for a short time, addiction took over. But pills will and have been leading me down a road where I know I cant return from. I have been getting sick because of these pills, I have been working hard to get off these pills, hiding this from my mom hurts, so I am determined to get off of them for her, and myself. This post isnt to make people feel bad for me or to have a pity party. This community is my family, without hearthigen, without the amazing people in this community who help me get through my hardest days, I dont know where I would be. I want to thank a few specific people, and give them my upmost gratitude.
@Silverad: Thank you so much, for everything, I love working with you on murder and just talking to you. We have and will continue to make murder great. I will be back at full force soon enough silver.
@Daddidud: You are one of the greatest people I know, you are always positive and never fail to cheer me up
@InfernoBorkExclusive: You are a great friend who I can always go to and not feel judged, and I appreciate that.
@Rabbit: Where do I even start with rabbit, she is the most kind person I have ever met, she works very hard and I appreciate everything she does for hearthigen. I have no words for how hard working rabbit is. Thank you for everything rabbit
@Savage: savage is an amazing guy, he works hard for osp and is always kind. Thank you for everything.
@Kolor: if we are talking about hardworkers, Kolor is on top, recruitment would be nowhere without Kolor. Thank you for everything that you do for recruitment. Much appreciation for your hardwork.
I know I forgot people, but you are all special to me and I love you all, I hope to be back on the server soon.
thank you all